Friday, June 26, 2026

The Day Pappa Discovered His Kryptonite

 I always thought Pappa was the bravest person in the world. He used to chase insects out for me when I was young — I have a phobia of them — so for the longest time, I believed he wasn't afraid of anything.

Until a mouse came along and ruined the whole myth.

One summer evening, at #27, we sat with the front and back doors open for cross ventilation, because apparently we were inviting trouble in for tea. A mouse wandered in — a teeny tiny one, the kind that could fit in a teaspoon. Before any of us had even properly clocked what it was, Pappa was airborne. Up on the dining table. Calling out for the rest of us to join him on the furniture, like we were evacuating a sinking ship.

What?

This was the man who fearlessly evicted bugs on my behalf. And here he was, marooned on a four-seater dining table because of something smaller than his own thumb.

Enter my mother. Out of nowhere, she tucked her saree up like she meant business, grabbed a broom and a dust tray, and went to war. She rearranged furniture with the energy of someone clearing a battlefield, while Pappa watched from his perch, utterly useless. The mouse, sensibly terrified of her and not even slightly of him, bolted out the back door. We slammed it shut before Pappa dared get down.



Etched in my memory forever.


Wednesday, June 24, 2026

dear darling, let us sleep

I need a break, and I'm sure you do too —
let's get two movie tickets,
some random film
that becomes white noise.
We'll sit in the corner, in the dark,
no words between us,
just rest our heads, close our eyes,
your head on my shoulder, or mine on yours.
Anonymous in the world.

Thursday, June 18, 2026

dear darling

Not everyone who wears grey is you.
I have walked past grey walls,
grey skies, grey strangers —
and felt nothing.

dear body

Dear body
You are what I got
You have done a lot
Taken care of me
Bear with me
I am learning to 
love you back

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

Doddappa

 Doddappa

Wincing in pain
from a cancer that had eaten his innards,
Doddappa noticed I had no watch.

I haven't given you anything, he said —
forgetting the vow he took
to raise my father,
a child born posthumously.

A commitment to devote to a family
he inherited at sixteen.
From poverty to two PhDs,
a bachelor running a family —
you gave your all.

We sat in silence,
me holding his hand,
him struggling to sit,
comforting words locked in me.

He was soon gone


Poem Writing Prompt of the day - Write about something you almost said - but didn't.

Monday, June 15, 2026

Mine

 Mine

No matter what happens,
I still love you.
I still respect you.

What happened?
I needed your help —
I couldn't do without it —
and that placed weight in your hands,
pressed pressure into friendship,
and now you hate me.

No matter what,
I love you.
I am grateful for you.
This is my truth.

Believe what you need to.
My truth is mine.
My love is mine —
all mine.

Nothing in the world belongs to me
but my love.

Saturday, June 13, 2026

Dear Darling, Like a whirlpool

 Like a whirlpool

in a peaceful river —
people's stories, their whispers
can churn any still connection.

And through this
I found the transient nature of love.

You can love someone
from the depths of your heart.
But if their glasses are clouded,
they will see only
what they want to see.

Dear Darling, what the eyes hold...

 What the Eyes Hold

The sun shone bright —
I closed my eyes.
There you were,
resplendent
in the dark.

dear darling, if I look...

If I look, I will find someone —
no doubt about it.

But how will anyone
love me
like you have loved me?
How will anyone love me
Like you have loved me?

Someone will look at you
with loving eyes —
Someone, surely, will.

But alas —
you will never know
how you appear
in mine.